What to do, what to do.

I am defeated!!!!!!!!!!

I just wrote a long rant, but I deleted it. I can't help feeling sorry for myself and for my students. I'm so frustrated and I'm hearing all the time, "You're a new teacher. It'll be better next year." Okay. But what do I do THIS year????

UGH.

We've heard some really positive things on the job front with Nate. I'm just hoping it happens SOON because Nate is getting very ansy with waiting. He is very ready for a full-time job.